Something Missing (1/1)

[serafina19]

Title: Something Missing
Summary: Finger lightly tapping against the side of the phone, Oliver eventually entered: "You should see the city from up here..."
Rating: G
Warning: This is essentially Oliver's side of the text he sent to Chloe in "Charade," but spoiler-wise, only up to "Escape."

Dedicated to:
simply_steffv , who I owe having the song that inspired this to (aka "The City Lights" by Umbrellas), and who celebrated a birthday about a week ago. Apologies for its lateness, but with any luck, it turned out okay.

Thanks to: dtissagirl for the beautiful banner!

Something Missing

So have you been to a place like this?
To see your breath as it paints against the sky
The fever is near
I wish you were here

Entering his bedroom again, Oliver looked out his window to admire his hometown's downtown skyline. He had long given up trying to sleep, as he spent hours tossing and turning, trying to get some valuable shut-eye, but it never came.

It had been the same story the previous nights; only he had usually spent the night walking the streets. There wasn't any particular destination, just a relative need for fresh air. The first time, he even found himself chuckling over the last time he had taken a walk at midnight as himself, and not as his leather-wearing alter ego. It had felt oddly refreshing, but the next night, that feeling died quickly as people pointed him out on the streets. Although Oliver had accepted the fact he was a celebrity no matter where he went, those nights, his status really got to him, making him realize that he needed one night out the watchful eye of the public.

However, that didn't mean that he wanted to spend the night alone. For years, that had been his life, unless he had the company of his team or some nameless socialite, but now, he couldn't accept it. Clothed only by a pairs of boxers, he had walked around his penthouse, only to realize how empty the place felt. Sure, it had the highest quality in everything it did contain, but Oliver could only think about what was missing.

Sliding the door to his balcony open, he tensed at the chill that always seemed to be present at this time of day, no matter how warm California got. Watching as his breath painted the air around him, Oliver rested his hands on the railing, more than aware he lacked the usual glass of scotch that joined him in these kinds of meditation, but right now, alcohol was the last thing on his mind. For some reason, he couldn't stop think about her. Even if he wouldn't admit it to himself, she was the reason he found himself restless in sleep, and the reason Oliver found himself disappointed when he woke up alone.

Minutes, maybe hours passed before the sun cracked over the horizon, and Oliver had stayed on the balcony, his body more than used to the morning chill. It was then that Oliver realized that he had never taken the time to admire a sunrise like this before. Most of the time, he would roll over in bed, not wanting to face the day, or the hangover he was likely nursing. But it was beautiful, and it made him think of her that much more because Chloe would appreciate this.

She was a lover of the simple things, the beauties most people took for granted, which is why it baffled Oliver as to why she'd give him a second look, but she did, and he wasn't about to take that for granted, no matter what Clark thought.

Staring over at his phone that he had left outside on the table, he calculated the time difference in his head, and figured a little text message wouldn't hurt. A text didn't require him to second guess his tone, nor did he have to worry about saying the wrong thing. A text said I'm thinking about you, not I miss you or any other thought that would scare her, because that was the last thing he wanted.

Lining up the phone's camera lens, Oliver took a shot of the skyline, smiling at the resulting photo. Entering her number, he began to consider a proper message. Finger lightly tapping against the side of the phone, Oliver eventually entered:

"You should see the city from up here..."

Simple, honest, and something she couldn't over-analyze... or at least Oliver hoped that was the case.

With a final look at the sunrise, Oliver re-entered the penthouse, tossing the phone on his bed as he got ready. He kept an ear open for a possible response, but he wasn't surprised that he never got one by the time he retrieved his phone. She was busy, and besides, he'd return to Metropolis in a couple of days. For now, that would be enough.

~End~

Sleepless Smiles

Comments

[jesterlady]

Aww, so adorable. I love how he's so into her and them at that stage and not wanting to freak her out. :)

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

I know right? You could just see it on his face the entire time. I'm glad that I was able to portray that here. Thanks for reading and taking the time to comment!

[nienna87.livejournal.com]

Lovely little one shot. Its fun to see it from Ollie's point of view...and how he's so into her but knows that she'd freak out and overanalyze what he said lol. So cute!

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Thank you! This was an interesting point at their 'relationship' and honestly, that text wasn't enough for me in this episode. However, I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[fickery.livejournal.com]

Awwww. I always think about that too, and it's very much a part of my S9 head-canon, how Oliver always had to be so careful not to go too fast, say too much, give too much away because he was afraid to spook her. I can totally see him struggling to find a message that was sweet and meaningful without being overly romantic or mushy, and it makes me ache a little for him in retrospect that he didn't get to see what we saw on the other end of the message, which was Chloe getting all smiley and blushing.

I loved this. :)

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Chloe has the whole speech about 'just because' gifts in "Escape", so I figured Oliver would think about that with a text message.

*sigh* Half considering a sequel where he does figure that out, but that's only if the muse cooperates.

Thanks for the comments!

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

No problem! I can't exactly send you something (other than the picture of pie I did send you), so I figured a one-shot would do for a present. I'm glad you enjoyed it!

The song. This exists because of the song. There are no words to describe the love I have for it either. Whenever I heard the chorus, I always seemed to picture a scene like this, and eventually, I finally got around to writing it... and now I'm considering a sequel. (stupid plot bunnies)

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Well you'll be happy to know that I've started to write it... and I've kind of fallen in love with it so far.

[queensil.livejournal.com]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand this is pretty much what really happened. Totally Canon *with the difference we didnt see it*, but yeah. You did perfectly xDDDDDDDDD LOVE IT!
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He was sold there!!! xD

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Aww... that's pretty much the biggest compliment this could get. Thanks!

[paolamhc.livejournal.com]

I love that particular time frame in the Chlollie relationship, when they were falling in love but didn't want to admit it..awww so lovely.

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

It was definitely cute to watch. Thanks for reading!

[kachica.livejournal.com]

that was lovely, Sera! :D

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Thank you Keiko!

[paulingui.livejournal.com]

Awww such a good fic! it fills up that blank in an awesome way. Cause I know Ollie wanted to keep his feelings to himself afraid that might scare Chloe, so this it's very in character for him.

and I read in another reply about a sequel? YES pretty pleeease :D

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Aww, season 1 Barney! Good times.

Thanks! I blame the song for this story, but in a way, I wished we had seen more of him in this episode. This is the problem (or advantage depending on the day) with falling in love with the 'b' couple... too many holes to fill.

Blame fickery's comment for that idea. I actually really want to write it, but it's all dependent on the muse.

[lionhearted-21.livejournal.com]

This was short and sweet and an utterly perfect complement to that scene! I loved reading Oliver's inner thoughts and how even then he was careful not to scare Chloe away. Now I'm off to read the sequel! :)

[serafina19.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much! I really enjoyed writing this one (and the sequel) so I'm glad you enjoyed them too.